savage beast.

so, i was roaming around myadmissions at davis because i had to check up on some stuff. and i accidently clicked on my AP scores - and i was like oh, maybe i should see if my scores were sent. so i'm scrolling down and i see my usual 3s and then. BAM, there it was.

the first score that caught my eye was a 4. thinking that it was my psych test i looked over and saw that it was government. i was so surprised because i seriously though that test owned me and that i would only get a three. but shit, i was sooo fucking happy i got a 4. i actually tried to study for that test, so i'm glad with my outcome.

the next score was a 5. a motherfucking 5. i've never ever gotten a 5 before. shit, i've never gotten a 4 before. but shit i got a 5 for ap psych. that was the one test that i was so confident about before going into it. i wanted to get a 5 so badly. then, after i took the test the multiple choice was really hard and i was then only aiming for a 4. and then people discouraged me, so i aimed for a 3. so shit, i'm gonna go at pat myself on the back.

and i don't even give a fuck that i failed lit. that test can suck it!

i don't care

"You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I'll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I'll laugh at you
Loser who's inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now"

2ne1 - i don't care

as chrissa says...IDGAF

so someone please tell me why my summer has been really lame.
my relationships haven't been working out the way i want them to...in the end IDGAF
i'm antisocial and hate this heat....IDGAF
everyone's freaking out cause friendships aren't lasting...IDGAF
i'm tired of everyone's shit, so fuck 'em, right??

seriously.

IDGAF
boy, friends, all that shit can suck it
i'm done living life.
i just wanna get by

this is the one

so my lovely cousin sent me hikki's new english album
i enjoy it a lot more than her old one.
the beats are nicer, the lyrics are a little less weird, and it's more hikki than before.
and i was so excited that there was an "automatic part II", but i was disappointed.
not that great.

ah, so i went out yesterday
i tend to only go out once a week - me being antisocial and all
so yesterday was the day
adrienne picked me up and we went to get chrissa and ck
and we went to go watch the boxing thing.
it was not cracking
and this one bitch tried to challenge me?
if i wasn't so scared that she would kill me by sitting on me, i would've fought her.
i know they were all trying to call me out
and by sly about it
i don't even know why they don't like me
they don't even know me
and i didn't do shit to them
too bad they always try to be nice to my face
fake ass bitches

good times

i need to have at least one good time this summer.
sure, having the occasional kickback here and there is fun
but it's not as great as it can be
i need to surround myself with some new faces (good people, of course)
and just get to know a stranger
because i'm done with this small world that is sacramento
everyone knows everyone
i need to get out of here
and find someone worth talking to

i have fallen in love...

with leadja and okdaeri

omg, idol army, what have you done to me?!

i'm done with it

idgaf anymore