real talk

i've come to realize that:

my friends keep me so sane, i would die without them
i am a horrible person
i am also a horrible daughter
you learn a lot of things about people when you're driving around at 6 in the morning, buzzed, and vision blurred from crying.
time does not heal anything
i don't know anything anymore

...i'm happy

ucd '13

the scare...

of the swine flu pandemic...

tine: he told me that if someone coughs in san diego to run away

tine: so i won't get swine flu

hahaha, i love my dad.
LOL

risk

no, my silly fellow bloggers. not like the game. although, i would love to play it sometimes.

lala, if you know me extremely well, you probably know that i'm not much of a risk taker. i like to do things that i know the outcome to. however, i'm feeling risky lately. i just feel like, i need a change. i need some adventure. well, here it is. let's hope it all works out :D

well, i told you about two weeks ago i would update about my spring break, so hear i am!
i didn't take that many pictures this time around, so you'll just have to read it instead of look at it.

it started on saturday when i went to my friend's house to play a rousing game of hold 'em. seriously, i haven't played in like 2 years. but, ya know, i still know what i'm doing and i watch the wsop from time to time. well, my uiltimate goal was to hustle everyone at the table because i didn't know any of them. it turned out pretty well, i won 40 bucks by the end of the night :]

let's see, i didn't really do anything big with friends this year like our AR trip last year or anything. we can save that for another day :D
but that friday i did go to davis to see the ever so lovely wong fu. i do think i told you this. well, it was amazing. those boys are a lot cuter in person i tell ya. after the show and the long meet and greet i went to visit a friend at his dorm. let's just say, i know i'm a messy person, but daaaaamn. if i ever have a roommate, i sure hope they aren't as messy as he is. but it was fun to see "college life" ie. bongs and beer pong. woot woot.

and then saturday. or dear lord that saturday. i stayed up until 7 making intense cakes for a birthday party. i was totally wiped out the next two days.

and then spring break ended. and i had to go back into the swing of things. school, work, luau practice and other random things here and there.

but i had an exciting weeked this past week :D
i went on a boat. i know, you're like wtf?! i've never been on a boat kids. i was so scared that i was going to get sick off my ass and throw up everywhere. but actually, i was fine :]. i got unnecessarily attacked by water though. and it sucked because i was the one person that didn't want to have anything to do with the water! life sucks.

ah yes, i have fun adventures :D

i am a happy camper

this is been an awesome spring break <3
wong fu tomorrow!


i will update soon, i promise.

much lovelovelove

boy you're one in a million

so, i've been a huge hikki fan for sometime now. i think first love was the first jpop song i ever listened to. i definitely heard her on the radio today. her new song "come back to me" is damn good. i mean, her exodus was pretty good too. but sometimes, hikki + english = weird songs.



there's the mv for come back to me. she looks stunning in this video. that haircut is love. she looks like she belongs back in the final distance days.

but yeah, i usually listen to jpop/kpop/cpop, etc, etc more than american music. but thanks to america's best dance crew and the hot billboard 100 has kept me up to date with the real world. fave song right now definitely is a toss up between boom boom pow by BEP or numba 1 (the tide is high) by kardinal offishall, maybe because that song reminds me of the lizzie mcquire movie. oh yeeeeah.

speaking of movies. there's a new fast and furious coming out. oh yeah, cause the next thing we need is more white boys racing rice rockets. i hope another fm song is in.

so did i say how much i desperately want to go to isa? well, i do. but tickets are almost sold out and basically no one else wants to go or know what it is. i was to see fm again and meet wf and passion. rawrr. i wish i lived in the bay <3.>

speaking of the bay? actually, this has nothing to do with the bay. i downloaded se7en's american song "girlz". i actually like it. beat's pretty hot. and i found that song via youtube and then i found it via limewire.

i love youtube.

RANDOM YOUTUBE TIME.



coolest crew dancing to my current fave fm song. girls on the dance floor is my anthem, next to 3d.



nigahiga is a knee slapper. i sure many have seen this. it's quite hilarious.



i freaking love epik high. there's a kid at my school that looks like tablo. no lie. anyways, when tablo raps, it's total love. and he does it in english. oh shit. "i ba-rock this show o-ba-ma'self."

enjoy.

random blog much?

wtff

i haven't been this pissed off in a long long while. saturday was a shitload of fun, too bad i woke up with a screaming hangover. and i woke up having to answer my phone and listen to some motherfucker talk to me. sit there, call me heartless, call me useless, call me worthless, called me lonely, and all this other bullshit. wtf kid? i was done with your bullshit long ago. sitting here, telling me that i can't let go? well who the fuck has been calling me for the past year. motherfucker, get your shit straight. hell fucking no am i gonna cry over you. you're not worth anything. fuck, go ahead and call me whatever you want. at least i'm not fucking drunk at 1 in the afternoon. at least i'm not dwelling over the fucking past. let that shit go. why the fuck do you have to keep calling me. saying that i'm still sprung over you? homeboy, you got that shit twisted cause it's obvious you're still sprung over me. i hope you fucking stay 3000 miles away from me. thinking about moving here? hah, think again. wtf are you trying to accomplish by moving here. kid, i was done with your bs long ago, so leave me the fuck alone, playa.