this habit won't quit

i woke up early today. which is something weird. on days when i don't have class, i usually wake up at 12. i woke up at 1015 today. oh well. so, i got two lovely responses from my post last night. the post that was filled with mumbo jumbo and no beginning or end.

"haha your post brings up questions that i havent thought about in awhile. how do we really know? we don't. we live not knowing. but if you think about it, do you really want to know what the future holds. would you want to live a straight line, being guided by the "truth" that tells you the safe way to live life? i dont think so. life is jagged and rigid and mixed up and DISORDERLY, but through it you learn how to treasure the few things you do find are right. if everything you did was right, if all the people you met were the ones that were truely your friends, then i bet you probably wouldn't treasure them the way you do now. do you get what you mean? funny how most of the time, people always end up falling for the one that is not right for them and ending up ignoring the one that is right for them. but i guess that is because life is weird and when you meet the ONE, it is because he is actually the first ONE you have fallen that isnt wrong. that totally didnt make sense. but lets answer that question 10 years from now. :D" -ck

"basically what ck said (that dork was the one who showed me this entry :P). i think life will be more exhilarating and fun if we stop expecting an answer or a reward from it. i mean what's the point if everything was right all the time? i think life is really about treasuring the good times that surfaced through our lowest points of our lives (if that made any sense at all). it might not seem good to you now but once you've experienced the bad times, then you will know if something was right for you. we're still too young to make that kind of judgment now."
-miss melanie [and yes, "last friends" is a good watch :D]

so i guess i was being lame yesterday? i always am, no new surprises there. so, i've always wanted to watch "breakfast at tiffany's" mainly because it has my name in it - conceited i know. and also because of audrey hepburn. i like her a lot. she was always so elegant and pretty in black.

so, i like to read current events a lot. i like to pick up something interesting each day. today's story: a father sold his baby's name for a gas gift card worth 100 bucks. his son will now be called DIXON AND WILLOUGHBY PARTIN. yes, the AND is part of the poor child's name. poor boy. and what if the ultra sound was wrong and out pops a girl. damn, that was suck ass. there's you bit of fun information for the day.

i don't really have anything mind boggling to share today. the day has just started, really. does anyone know the weather outside? i guess it's hot, like always. i'm not doing much today. typical of my mondays. ahh, i can't wait to go back to virginia